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That's Me
Eunicee.tjy
She's finding her dreams.
She wants to own everything that she had ever dreamed of.
Her passion for SLEEPING!! and photography are unquestionable.
If you’re looking for perfection, you’ve got the wrong girl.
Im imperfect in all ways, and i just love the way i am
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Sunday
Hi , go to my tumblr instead , I'll be posting there
Saturday
Just keep it cool ! No need stress . How , my gl skills good not ? (:
I watched th demo , he performed
For all the obog members too . DAMN COOL . An chun played with them too !!!
Obog was awesome today ! Side read two new scores .
After obog headed to LJS with the peeps . Had fun fun fun there ! Thn headed home with ken , wed and zhenjie .
WX ? LOL . Who cares about him -.-
DAFUG ?
WHOWHOWHO ?????
About the names ... I WAS JOKING LA . LOLOLOL . But actually v cool . Who says cannot have middle names . My friends has it , he's called Nicholas rayson ong , yeah ~
Just conduct ! Pretend we are all trumpeters ! Thn just conduct like you're conducting your section ! Go with the flow ~~~~~~~~
Thursday
It's sure slow .
My papers ... Are super bad ): I failed my math . I sure fail English one luh .
I'm so hopeless .
History just pass . Physics ? As usual , fail . Study or no study like same lei . NO , I study , my results worst .
You not bad uh , Improve a lot (: good for you
Tinker ? I'll give her middle name , alice . Tinker Alice .
Or Beverley . V nice !! K I'll name my kids tinker Alice and Beverley , if got one more ( which I don't want , once is enough) i'll name it Tiffany yeah ? But what if I have guys ???????? Lol
Good , distract yourself , it's not good thinking about it either .
Wednesday
You will find someone better , there are many fishes in the sea , remember this : everything will be okay in the end , if it's not okay , it's not the end .
You know I'm against the name Tiffany !!!
I'll name her tinker
没有你的第二天
How are you ? Not good I guess .
I can't feel anything anymore . My whole heart is numb , and I'm happy . Because I can't feel any pain . Maybe Cus I'm just use to it already . No more squeezing of the heart . But I will never forget the pain , th first time you left me , my heart squeezed so badly when I cried .
See you tomorrow . . .
没有你的第一天
Tuesday
It's the third time I'm writing something like this , always counting on how many days without you .
This time , it would never stop , it might go all th way to a few years , it's really game over . I wouldn't want to patch for now , I just can't do it , I don't want the same mistakes to happen over and over again .
So , yesterday's text was so much longer thn th rest when we fought . Cus it really got serious . I let out everything , well , actually not all , I might have hurt you more . Say hello to the old me . It's never going back , it's time for me to hid myself in and bitch out of me , she's so much stronger thn me .
Although I'm sad , I cry every now and thn , that's the only thing I can do now , it makes me feel better too , I'm so glad there isn't school for two days . But even if school is still on , I hardly see you , no difference anyway . We hardly talk , we only realize it now because of th fact that we are having a cold war .
What about those promises we made to each other ?
I guess someone else will bring you to frolick , someone else will go to Paris with you , someone worth being taken care by you . Someone that will you will complete your story with .
I'm sorry for causing you all these problems .
So , this is goodbye .
Sunday
THIS IS SO TIRING
Thursday
I will never leave you . I lied , I tried to make everything better , bt I will never leave your Side no matter wht I said , if I wanted to go , I would go by now , bt I reli need to near me , if I wanted to leave I would have left by now , bt you're th only one that knows me , batter thn I know Myself .
I hope things will be th same again ...
3rd day without you.
Hi , how have you been ? Great ? You should be , without me . Nobody to hurt you . Well , thn I have no regrets .
Bt days have been Terrible fr me . I hate 2012 . Why can't it be dec now ? I wanna pass 2012 fast . FML .
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How was science paper ? Easy fr you right ? (:
I think im gonna fail my phy ):
Oh well ...
Tuesday
You don't know how much you mean to me , it's not I don't want to spend time with you , I hardly see you , our class is different , our schedule is also different . I dont see you on Mondays , see you fr 1 hr on Tuesdays , excluding recess , wednesday ? We have band , so ? We sit so far , can't talk , after band , we do dinner . Bt you have curfew , needa leave early , that I understand , I'm not blaming you , why can't you understand my dilemma?
On th verge on giving up too , being sad th whole day class , bt seeing you laugh . You look happy without me huh ? I still felt bad , thinking you would be moodless in school . Guess I'm wrong.
' Wasting my tears , crying is no use . It doesn't bring things back like it use to be . Wht fr cry ? ' I always ask myself this .
I'm always th bad guy . Always .
Bt , you're right too . It is my fault , my fault , I caused all this .
Monday
I hate feeling like this .
I finally found something to be happy about and thn someone just HAD TO mention something and it just brings me down . WHY . I am trying , I really am . Why can't you see it ? You're tired . I am too . I'm really tired . Really really tired .
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